i thought it was friday... :(

I ended almost all my emails with a "Thank you and have a wonderful weekend!" like an idiot..... ugh... why did I think today was Friday????

Manager is out on a business trip.  It was awesome this morning.  I open my outlook and there were only 5 emails and only 2 of them were for me.  The best feeling!!!

Anyway, my life is the same as before.  I am either at work or at home and I still have not started to workout.  My sister has a job now so hopefully it will be easier on me.  I have $38.53 right now in the bank.  I hope I get a bigger paycheck this time for all the overtime I did.... the mortgage payment is coming up and it is getting me worried...  Who knew my life would end up like this.  So unexpected and at the same time I'm not overly surprised or depressed.  Maybe being slightly depressed consistently makes me accept hardships better... who knows...
Sigh... most kids move back in with their parents home to save money... I live with my family to spend more... smh.... SMH
Well enough whining about how crappy my life feels right now... time for some positive news.  I am going to the Riverdale group to "help out."  I but the quotation marks because the only way I am helping is by filling in their attendance.  They will have a better shot at being an actual congregation!  I really hope it does become one.  I really hope that in a few months I get promoted and I can use that as leverage to get a better job.  And maybe my sis and I can pay off the mortgage early so I can finally move out!!!  (probably won't happen)
Funny how my "positive news" ends with a negative tone...
Even last time when I ate gogi with friends... the meat I cooked was all rough and hard to eat... they were saying that its because I am depressed and it makes me cook the meat in a way that makes it taste bad (thanks shin).  SIGH

Well... lets end this with a fun joke...
Q: How do you say 누릉지 in English?
A: Bobby Brown...................................... think about it

Bye