i thought it was friday... :(

I ended almost all my emails with a "Thank you and have a wonderful weekend!" like an idiot..... ugh... why did I think today was Friday????

Manager is out on a business trip.  It was awesome this morning.  I open my outlook and there were only 5 emails and only 2 of them were for me.  The best feeling!!!

Anyway, my life is the same as before.  I am either at work or at home and I still have not started to workout.  My sister has a job now so hopefully it will be easier on me.  I have $38.53 right now in the bank.  I hope I get a bigger paycheck this time for all the overtime I did.... the mortgage payment is coming up and it is getting me worried...  Who knew my life would end up like this.  So unexpected and at the same time I'm not overly surprised or depressed.  Maybe being slightly depressed consistently makes me accept hardships better... who knows...
Sigh... most kids move back in with their parents home to save money... I live with my family to spend more... smh.... SMH
Well enough whining about how crappy my life feels right now... time for some positive news.  I am going to the Riverdale group to "help out."  I but the quotation marks because the only way I am helping is by filling in their attendance.  They will have a better shot at being an actual congregation!  I really hope it does become one.  I really hope that in a few months I get promoted and I can use that as leverage to get a better job.  And maybe my sis and I can pay off the mortgage early so I can finally move out!!!  (probably won't happen)
Funny how my "positive news" ends with a negative tone...
Even last time when I ate gogi with friends... the meat I cooked was all rough and hard to eat... they were saying that its because I am depressed and it makes me cook the meat in a way that makes it taste bad (thanks shin).  SIGH

Well... lets end this with a fun joke...
Q: How do you say 누릉지 in English?
A: Bobby Brown...................................... think about it

Bye

calm before the storm

I gave myself goosebumps/goosepimples while writing the title.  So lame.

I am just writing and fooling around before it gets super busy.  The week was pretty slow because of Asian thanksgiving.  No emails or shipments from China or Korea.  I just had to deal with some Indonesian shipments.  They are the most unorganized people on the planet (yea.. its racist.. idc).  They have a 6 day work week in Indonesia but some how they manage to be so unorganized.  I guess the more days you work the more inefficient you become.  Look at the French.. the majority over there work 3-4 days and they still get the same amount of work done as Americans or maybe more...  I want to work 3-4 days... I wish I could work 3 days at work and 2 days at home.  Even that would be great...  ahh.. wishful thinking

I am so fat.  I think my fat is finally spreading out to my arms and legs.  I usually never get THAT fat.  The fat on my thighs is suffocating my balls.  I need to seriously need to get fit before I end up getting a tangled testicle.

I love following the health gurus on instagram.  They make me daydream about being healthy!  Oh, and I loooooove following Dwayne Johnson (the rock).  He seems to eat what he wants but is super ripped.  I wish my job was to workout and be good looking...........

Anyway.. I think its gonna get busy any minute now.... I should end it here.